New Blog

Hey, I made a Journal Blue. If you have one, you should make one too.

I don't know if I'm going to keep this blog alive and going, even though I haven't been doing such lately anyways. This blog has a lot of precious memories, and I won't delete it, and unlike my new blog, this blog is all about youtube videos, pictures of guys, and the such. The other blog is more of a real journal of my life with pictures I took myself.

So whatever you're into, go there. Unless you like this blog more.
http://daisukeniwa.journalblue.com/

Friends

I seem to not be able to keep my friends these days. I have a lot of not so great qualities such as being unreliable, difficult to hang out with, clueless of what the other person is feeling or thinking, and other things.

Today, my heartache is with my friend Ann. She's angry with how difficult it is to hang out with me. We hang out everyday except a couple days out of those days (she says every other day), and I thought things, as rough as they were, were still good. Today I have to help my dad fix a stupid toilet, a light fixture in our living room that has died, and possibly go buy a shirt I've been wanting pretty badly. Shirt aside, she's angry with how she makes sacrifices and ditching her other friends and family to go hang out with me.

Anime Expo is coming up, and I'm pretty sure my friend Skye won't be able to come for it. And at the rate things are going to go with Ann, I'll probably be alone for AX. I thought after her friend got back, that's when she'd stop depending on hanging out with someone as difficult and complicated as me, and with him instead. Well, I'm wrong. As usual.

I don't know exactly how I feel right now about it, other than sad. I'm sad that I can't meet her low to non-existent expectations of me, and as much as I'd love to hang out with her every god-damn day, I can't.

I hope things work out between me and her. I really don't want to lose her. Again.

In the meantime, I want to share a song I really love. Oddly enough, I found it right before things became really bad between me and Ann. Enjoy.

Battle

It's great to be back! I hope you guys love this group I'm suddenly madly into. They're called Battle. And here are some MV's of theirs, if not, all their MVs they have right now.

So Gay TV (Ryan)

So Gay TV is something new to me. So far it's pretty interesting, and Ryan is a really hot Go-Go Dancer. Man, I wish I was there to take off his pants.

Korean Talk Show Thing

The woman who comments is very annoying in the videos, but other than that, it was pretty funny.

Here are links to watch the videos.
http://flvs.daum.net/flvPlayer.swf?vid=Zr--62dOaPo$
http://flvs.daum.net/flvPlayer.swf?vid=k4iuB6jZ7_s$

Credits to: http://no1size.innori.com/

Short Gay Chinese Movie

I'm a lot like the guy in the video. Hahaha, so embarassing.


Here's the Link if you prefer to download it and watch it on a larger screen.

Funny Photo

I thought this was a really cute photo of some friends.



It's been awhile since I've written about what is going on in my life, but here goes.

Yesterday I was really sad, because my group of friends canceled at the last minute on me to go Karaoke. I haven't gone for some time, and have really been looking forward to this one opportunity where most of us aren't busy doing something else and made time for each other. Yeah, I was pretty bummed out, but I hope things will be more successful this coming week.

Also, Ann is coming back this Friday, and I'm super excited to see her again. I hope we hang out a lot this time she comes back. Although I'll still have school, I plan to do a lot of stuff when she gets back, and hopefully her friend that she's bringing to California won't make things too difficult for us. Last time she came back, we didn't get to spend time with each other a lot, because either she was doing things with her other friends, I was doing things with my family, or we couldn't really figure out what, where, and when to hang out. That's a pretty lame set of reasons, but I'm hoping it won't happen again. Lastly, I got a phone call from her early this morning, but turned it off thinking it was a dream because I haven't heard from her via phone for months now. Then when I came home from my niece's birthday party, I checked my phone and lo and behold, I had one missed call. Ann.

I really miss her.

左光平 1 0

I don't know this guy, or what is going on, but this was entertaining.

Random English Lessons from Japanese

You have to watch these if you haven't already.

Come on Toshi!


Take Anything You Want


Koichi, 日本語の天才

Go Go G-Boy

I just finished watching this film, and it was the best gay Chinese comedy I've ever seen. I wasn't horribly depressed at the end! Success.


Summary:
A hilarious gay contest, a mysterious terror crisis, three loving people trapped by confusing feelings. The film plays with all these multiple layers giving an emotional yet comic dimension to the story.
A-Shin and A-Hong are close buddies since childhood. In an attempt to pay off a heavy debt A-Hong pretends to be gay to compete in a Gay beauty contest. The involvement of Jay, an anti gay cop, assigned to investigate a threat letter claim to ruin the contest and the growing passion between A-Shin and A-Hong form the crux of this comic caper.

Megaupload:
Part 1 - http://www.megaupload.com/?d=E3UTU6I3
Part 2 - http://www.megaupload.com/?d=RZBBNCLK
Subtitle - http://www.megaupload.com/?d=2NNS60VR

Sendspace:
Part 1 - http://www.sendspace.com/file/azwi6k
Part 2 - http://www.sendspace.com/file/tz2p7a
Subtitle - http://www.sendspace.com/file/w63jt7

Use hjsplit to join both parts - http://www.freebyte.com/hjsplit/

Credits to Leona of Aarinfantasy.

Here's the band 1976 who made the music to the movie.

http://rapidshare.com/files/25830128/1976_by_allys.part1.rar
http://rapidshare.com/files/25822016/1976_by_allys.part2.rar

Kingdom Hearts 2

This excites me to the core. I can't wait for another Kingdom Hearts game, but I swear, if I have to go to ONE MORE Disney world.....................

Well, I'm still excited.

Eiji Wentz Madness

I just realized that my blog is basically an extension of Youtube. But you know what? Whatever.

Here's something very cute.






Perfect combination, cute animal suits with cute guy. Why didn't they think of it before?


OH MY GOD!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!

Eiji Wents in B.V.D. CM

Pretty hot.

A few more guys...

Remioromen

I've recent fallen in love with their music. Mostly from the drama I watched.

Here's some of the songs I love, and some random and related clips.




Cute.


I wish I was here singing with them.

This last clip was something I found while looking for Remioromen stuff. I love his version of this song...

Spring Break!

Finally Spring Break is here. It's time to go sky-diving, go to Las Vegas, and then go bungee-jumping. Wouldn't want to waste it doing stuff like playing more Yu-Gi-Oh, cry over more dramas, and watch more porn.

Speaking of which, I've been watching 1 Liter of Tears. It's really good, and I cry every episode. I really wonder if over the duration of watching this drama, if it would amount to 1 liter, and honestly I considered buying a liter bottle and finding out.

I saw a really cute Asian gay couple at my tennis class today. They were sitting out, touching each other's nipples, flexing and feeling each other up, and sitting with one behind the other. It was really cute, and one of them sung the song Only Human by K. I think he overheard me talking about the drama, and just wanted to get my attention.

K! I love you! Why'd you have to be some perverted straight guy.

Some More Pictures

I've been so busy with school lately. My professors believe it's a good idea to cram midterms and presentations/projects before Spring Break.

Random Pictures Again

Eternal Summer

I really loved this movie, it was a really sweet and sad movie. I cried. A lot.

You can download it with english subs here.

Eternal Summer

If there's anything wrong with that site, here's another one, but there's no english subs. Credits to Hotudon.

Other Link

Two Chinese Boys

I normally don't like these kinds of videos, but I like the song a lot.

VIDEO GAMES!

Oh my god, Kingdom Hearts Final Remix. Gotta get that. I'm so happy they redid that Chain of Memories game into 3D, so I can finally fill in the gaps of the Kingdom Hearts saga.


FINAL FANTASY TACTICS!!!!
My favorite RPG game is remade, I'm going to get a PSP just for this game. Funny thing is, it looks exactly the same plus new cut scenes and a few new job classes and whatnot.

Silent Hill and Other Thrills

I've been playing Silent Hill 3 for the past couple of days. Along with Okami, but I stopped because the game got long-winded. Okami is a good game, but damn, it gets pretty repetitive and boring. Anyways, I'm going back to school tomorrow, and I'm pretty damn excited.



This one was pretty funny. Thank god for bored nerds like me.


On a completely different note. I found a new Chinese boy band group called Fahrenheit. This music video hit a soft spot inside of me. Despite their attention on that one girl.

Shoes

This made my night. It was also kind of hypnotic.

Random Asian Pictures

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Flavor of Life

After watching it again, I cried twice as hard, because the trip Tsukushi was making made it unbearable for me because I knew at the end she'd see Tsukasa kissing that other girl. I can't see the screen too well through the tears.

Here's the insert song in the drama that I absolutely love, a lot more than Planetarium.

Letter of Drama

E-mail I wrote Skye after watching the 2nd episode of Hana Yori Dango 2.

[I just finished watching Hana Yori Dango 2, and near the end, I cried and cried and cried, until at the very end where that girl kisses Tsukasa in front of Tsukushi at the place they were suppose to meet. That's where I broke into unbareable tears and holding my hand up to my mouth to hold back any sobbing that would've happened from my crying.

Oh my god Skye, I've never cried this hard for a drama before. Sure I've cried plenty of times during some of the dramas I've watched like Sam Soon and It Started With A Kiss, but instead of crying because what happened was so sad, I cried because what happened was so painful for me. God, how many times have I typed the word 'cried'.

Is this a taste of how I'll feel if I ever saw someone I loved kissing someone else? Oh my god, you better be there for me if it does, or else I'll kill small animals. Animals you love.

During the episode, I understood how the mere thought of losing Tsukasa made her cry. I've had that happen to me on numerous occasions concerning you and a handful of my closer friends.

Well, I'm going to watch the last minutes of the drama again before I go to sleep, goodnight.]

Korean Gaydar

Here's an article I thought was interesting.

[Korean Gaydar Technology Lags Behind International Standards

Despite being a leader in manufacturing LCD screens and flash memory chips, Korea is still years behind the cutting edge in gaydar technology, according a government-commissioned study. Kim Jungho, the director of the study, says, "We're decades behind. If you were to look at American standards, you have would to go back to the days when people thought George Michaels was a ladykiller to find something comparable to the state of Korean gaydar."

Many Koreans agree that the national gaydar standard is low. "I just found out that one of my co-workers is gay and I was shocked," says office worker Lee Jihyun. "In hindsight, I guess there were signs I could've picked up on. He dressed well, he never had a girlfriend, and he was a bit feminine. There was also that time he showed me a wedding album of himself getting married to a man. But for some reason I never put it together."

In order to increase the level of Korea's gaydar technology, Arirang TV will begin broadcasting such shows as "Queer Eye for the Straight Guy", "Queer as Folk", and "Live with Ryan Seacrest."]

Here's the site.

These two look like a cute couple. Not a care in the world other than finishing that pizza.

DBSK Dangerous Love

This was the first I've seen DBSK outside of their music videos or live concerts in terms of them talking.

I'm currently watching it right now, and I'm warming up to the Jae Joong and YunHo pairing.



The rest are in related links.

Incase anyone is wondering, Max is and will always be my favorite.